Holding back the pain

How do I pretend that everything is ok
When when the tears that are building
have something else to say

My eyes are out of focus
Looking thru the tears that soon will fall
Grabbing at tissues so I will catch them all

My jaw is hurting and trying to be strong
But if someone asks me how I am
Im not sure I can tell them nothing is wrong

Afraid I will burst and cry
And they might ask me why
I won't know what to say

Can't live without you

Is there a life without you?
Don't feel it in my heart and head.
Could there be a life without you?
Never. I can't face the emptiness in our bed.

How do i see you everyday
And you not wanting to be with me?
When I look into your eyes
You and me is all I see

How can you give it up?
Our love was meant to be
I shared so much with you
And now that love your giving back to me

I just can't let you go
There is no one else but you
I can't let you walk away
When I know what's in my heart is true.

There is no life with out you
I'd rather die than live with the pain
Tho you will never shed a tear
My eyes will cry like rain.

I just wrote it

I love my baby so much!! I hate when we are apart but I love the butterflies in my tummy when I see him!!

I have my OG baby back!! I will never let go!!!! :)

My baby makes me feel sexy...without him I don't feel anything:(

Theres always a lil truth behind "just kiddin" lil knowledge behind "Idk" little emotion behind "I don't care" a lil pain behind "it's okay"

Evrything in here is for my baby. My OG! U know who u are! U are alway in my heart, no matter where I go or what I do, I'm always going to wait for u! Oxox

its u i? alwayz miss
its u i want to hug and kiss
i want to feel the love we had
and all our memories good and bad

Do you remember those golden days; taking drives were? our happiest ways
Do you remember those Sunday nights; taking a walk when in need
Do you remember those silly moments when thought of meeting was the biggest passion
Do you remember when parking on the streets; when being together was the cozziest moment

We don't have to speak, all we have to do is stare, and in every lil glance I knew, I have to have u!

If I loved u less I might be able to talk about it more~jane austen

"..there could have been no two hearts so open, no tastes so similar, no feelings so in unison.." persuasion ch 8

The gloom in the shy matches the gloom in my heart. I miss u

Two hearts, three worDs! I love and miss My OG baby!

I'm trying to be realistic I don't want to make things for u bad but its hard coz I miss u and I can't help that I feel so sad:(

"I need your love". ~I want it I need it your love keeps me heated. ~ @ogkidfrost1

Here I am again in this mean old town
And you're so far away from me
And where are you when the sun go down?
You're so far away from me

You're so far away from me
So far I just can't see
You're so far away from me
You're so far away from me, alright

Change is what happens when the pain of holding on becomes greater than the fear of letting go. ~ unknown

I hate to sleep without u near
When I lie down I say my prayer
That someday I won't be alone
And that u will always be there

I hate any time that u will be gone
A day, a week is far too long

I hope that u think of me while we are apart
And tho the emptiness is temporary it still hurts my heart

I wish that the last time we communicated
That u would have said u miss me too
But the words u said left me to wonder
If u will miss me less than I will miss u

Friends became lover
Who would have known
With every passing minute
I'm thinking of u as I sit here alone

Time apart feels so long
I daydream of when I will see u
Its like staring at a mountain I can't move
I patiently wait again till I can feel u

I wish no obstacles were in the. Way
I wish that u could be free
But anytime we have
I think about just you and me

I know I will never lose u
I know you don't belong to me
I know its me that you love
So I just wait patiently!