Holding back the pain

How do I pretend that everything is ok
When when the tears that are building
have something else to say

My eyes are out of focus
Looking thru the tears that soon will fall
Grabbing at tissues so I will catch them all

My jaw is hurting and trying to be strong
But if someone asks me how I am
Im not sure I can tell them nothing is wrong

Afraid I will burst and cry
And they might ask me why
I won't know what to say

Can't live without you

Is there a life without you?
Don't feel it in my heart and head.
Could there be a life without you?
Never. I can't face the emptiness in our bed.

How do i see you everyday
And you not wanting to be with me?
When I look into your eyes
You and me is all I see

How can you give it up?
Our love was meant to be
I shared so much with you
And now that love your giving back to me

I just can't let you go
There is no one else but you
I can't let you walk away
When I know what's in my heart is true.

There is no life with out you
I'd rather die than live with the pain
Tho you will never shed a tear
My eyes will cry like rain.

I just wrote it

I love my baby so much!! I hate when we are apart but I love the butterflies in my tummy when I see him!!

I have my OG baby back!! I will never let go!!!! :)

My baby makes me feel sexy...without him I don't feel anything:(

Theres always a lil truth behind "just kiddin" lil knowledge behind "Idk" little emotion behind "I don't care" a lil pain behind "it's okay"